My way into the worlds began early
It just was the way
When I flew over the town so it just was that way
The difference between making it with the body or not wasn't big
It didn't matter if the body came along, it was real
The girl just understood
To separate the realms was difficult
I disappeared into myself while I was aware of everything around me
It was as if I walked into a movie
I learned that people was taken and transformed into something that is't themselves
I sat in a tipi and talked with Indians
I met friends from different cultures
I had long conversations
The explanations I got changed my world more and more
The preparation had begun
Even as a little child

As far as I can think back, I traveled and talked
Met lovely beings who knew so much
So wise
And I understood
Understood the world and what I was
In a way children do
In a way that often is forgotten as we become adults

I did not forget

'Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven'

Yep just thatRight, for the kingdom of heaven is around us - we are in the middle of it and yet not
Most people find themselves completely isolated from everything but the material world we are living in
Most have forgotten
Most people have forgotten that they are a part of the kingdom of heaven
The heaven is within us and around us

When people are born, they go into obliviousness
Some are born with clarity and some of them walks on without going into obliviousness
Others are born into obliviousness and stay there

Dare to play as children do
Dare to love as children do
Children love without judging
Rather they condemn themselves than those they love

Many children are told that they are living in fantasy worlds
and to live this way is something negative
"You're just imagine!"
So hurtful and so reducing to learn that their world does not exist
That you shall forget who you are
That you shall leave your safety
That the friends you have with you may not be friends, but only ideas
What loneliness

The adults who remember how the world of childhood looked like
might not judge and they might not attack the children's world
Those who yet do so, do it out of fear
In my childhood there was no attacking

But I did not share the world with anyone else either
I just was
There was nothing to talk about
Maybe it was just obvious
Maybe it was a protection
Everyone in the family is open to the other side and all the family are living it in their own way
Nobody talked about it and it was not mentioned, it was just something that was obvious
To feel and experience was nothing strange

It was hidden and yet not
There were as a matter of course, but no one talked about it in any way to the children

Much later on, as a young adult, I was told what was experienced
Was told that it was not just me
Understood that all experienced
Grandmother who knew
Mom and Dad who saw
It was just there and nobody condemned

When I started talking about it, I met just understanding and "Yes, what fun!"
What fun you are working with healing
What fun you see
What fun you experience

This reaction I would wish to anyone who goes this way
All of us who are different shall have the right to be that
Everyone should be treated with respect and acceptance
Unfortunately it is not like that

Just those you love, those who are close, often are those who understand even less
Perhaps because it is frightening to live with someone who sees
Perhaps because it is frightening to imagine the power behind that person
Maybe because it implies a different way also for themselves
Maybe because there are own memories conscious or unconscious of abasement and persecution of those who are different
Perhaps that is why the abasement and threats are coming
No matter why, it does hurt as much

Life goes on and so we do
People comes and goes
We are on a strange journey
When you go into the realms all will change
You enter a context that makes the world whole

Who are you?
The question may never be answered here
Does it matter?
Perhaps it is simply a fact, that certain things are not possible to understand

When you meet the friends on the other side, you start to realize that the world you lived in all your life is only a fraction of all
A small fraction only
Life on Earth is not the big thing
The thing is that we only dream earth life to experience
The experiences down here are just the big thing
The feelings that conveys a body
The emotions that only can be found on Earth

When you begin your journey into the realms that will not only change the way you look at the world
You change
Your body
Your emotions

I think back to that time when emotions were different
Emotions - I felt ... yes, a little bit ...
Today I experience feelings
All of me
The whole body is full of experience
Anger flashes in the body
Love burns
Betrayal hurts
...

That is how I feel inside people, to know what I should heal
You can't describe the differences but once you know it you will understand how little humans know
and no it's not possible to hide
On some level, we capture each other's feelings and moods
All of us
Sometimes you may not even be aware that you feel in a certain way
Only when you sense into yourself and give yourself time you can make
Give yourself time!

The rain is falling down out there
Good thing, we need rain

Nice when it comes and nice when the sun shines again
... right?

When people go into their down periods it is rather the same thing
I would think so anyway
Well then, even though I myself go down in a valley I appreciate the depth
Why?

It is quite simple to explain
I work with my own personal development
Full time
Not only fulltime job, but all the time
It's what I do

How do I go on with this?
Yes, I find my shortcomings, my themes, the points where I get angry and I find my difficulties

Swimming on the surfaced all the time in the sunshine, I can't find things at the bottom of my memories
The hard stuff,
the difficult one
Things to heal

The thing that heals

That life is not easy, probably most of us know
That lingers in a victims role don't make life happier or more fun
However, it is sooo hard to see the boat from outside while sitting in it
Some can
Others believe they can
Others just do it without thinking

The next time it is probably time to face the facts and start looking at yourself and what you do
No there is nothing wrong with ALL of the others
That would really astonish me  :o)
All others can't be malfunctioning

When people have gone through traumas in life, it's not so obvious for them to see other
Know how another person feels and what the person needs has often drowning in your own feelings that get into the center
To realize that there is a weakness you have is hard when you are sitting in the victims boat
In that boat, there is only one starting position
It is like wearing glasses there and everywhere you look you can just see that others fail and what others are doing wrong

Getting close to a person with trauma in baggage is not always easy
Quite often they live out abusive behaviors in other directions based on the glasses giving an inaccurate picture 
Quite often their own feelings get into the spotlight that they become obstacles in the way of to see other people's feelings and needs

It's just that it's hard when you have wounds
There is no one who accuses but you perceive it like that
Nobody wants to offend but it happens

Nobody wants to live out abusive behaviors when they are in their own worst memories
No one wants to do that to a loved one, perhaps a child, a man or a woman, a friend
Why does this happen then?
Yes because it is an open wound that needs to heal and sometimes we need help to see the wound before it can be healed
You approach a person who is hurt, you need to know that pain is blinding

Have you wounds so you need to know that those who love you can not just remain silent
Those who love you for real they will poke into the wound and they will not accept anything
But they will be there for you always no matter how bad it was and how little you can see from your seat in the boat

But they may not remain there at all times just closed by
Sometime maybe they need to take distance to wait you out
Maybe just a moment, one hour or a day
Maybe for longer
Maybe because they need to protect others or themselves for not someone else will be damaged
Don't wait until it has gone so far!
Take the hand that offers and don't bite it!

Now we moved on
The lunar eclipse ended the first part of our journey through time of changes
The Shift is underway and it shows that in many ways
Now we have a direction of development
One direction is now available in each of us
Everyone who lives on this planet
We are heading to new times

For me it means that I now make trips around the Earth at night
Looking at all that is happening and what people do
Not much fun there

The question I asked myself this morning is if I should keep quiet about this and adapt myself to the ranks of those who only want to see the positive, bright, lovely and beautiful

Should I choose to remain silent about everything dark and horrible
I can not just remain silent

The humans have the ability to raise themselves above other living beings
The humans think so much about themselves and about their nature

Sometimes I remember the scene in the movie "The Fifth Element" where the alien is watching the news and then just cries

After that, she needed to contemplate before she could continue to help this species to survive ...

Why help?

For underneath, around and in all this darkness, there is something that is strong among mankind
The light shines brightly sometimes
Sometimes we can see it in the middle of the darkest dark
It comes and breaks through everything
And this light will change this Earth at the end
into a new world to live in

Love

The month of March was intense
The solar eclipse has got things moving a lot in both IRL and on other planes

The wind told me in the middle of March that he would be out and blow much now
Yes he did in Europe, they may now think he's doing a bit too much
He told me that he would have overturned a part and yes, he has
He calms down soon enough he asumed

The solar eclipse was on my part associated with a hike out to "Alvestenen" (a rock out in the woods speciell for the Elves) and to Mother Stone
A nice hike
New start in many ways

Same week we built up the tipi here in the garden
Feels great to have it here
Soon we will travel to Båstad (a little swedish town) with it, and then further on out on travels

I worked with
business coaching pretty much this month and
life coaching was part of the picture as it usually does
Clarity came into social contexts
Healing was given
I cleaned an apartment and a place at a residential area here in Partille
Had a class specialized for people with asthma and allergies
Had to pull a bit first before we could meet. The asthma was baffing just that morning on one of the participants
But at the end it was a very rewarding and enjoyable day at the course

And the individual courses are fun too
All meetings with people who are open to the other worlds and who receive guidance and may get some obstacles from the road

Now I wish for sunshine and warmth
Don't think brother wind will blow so much here
He has probably other missions

The friends on the other side says that it is difficult to find peace and quiet now
There will be more and more tangible events
Even Earth will take actions

It is important to grasp and solve your own knots now
Those who become so annoying and that leads us into actions and contexts, we do not want to be involved in
Take your abilities seriously
They are for to react with not to run away from

Assignments come to us
We don't have to look for them

And then there is an open door here for those who wants to come here
and get distinctive help for life

Let's see what April month comes along with

Brackets, which was opened by the solar eclipse,
was closed by the lunar eclipse on Saturday the 4th
Full moon on Friday before

The first time of the Shift ended there
There the energies turned and changed
They will lead with a defined direction
The direction which the people have chosen
What is the orientation you chose?
What feelings and emotions are strong in you?
Have you taken your steps to relieve yourself from the negative that blocks you?

My spirit friend asumed to turn on the radio this morning
A report on Swedish Radio P1 about a musician, Sebastan Staxx from the Kartellen
It was good to hear his story
One who dares to show the light he found
It really doesn't matter where you find light and hope
What religion
What community
What surroundings
It spreads that there is hope
It spreads that someone dared to tell about it and it changes for the others
He is accepted because of he accepts himself and his own change
He dares to rely on his own experience
He doesn't dismiss it to be imagination


He doesn't hide because others might think ....

You can't hide for long
You can't deny yourself and your world in the long run
What are you experiencing?
How do you see the world and yourself?
Are you hiding yourself from others or from yourself?
How many people experience things that can not be explained?
How many people live with "imaginations"?
Start to talk about it!

Dare to jump over the invisible border control set up
Don't give away the rights over youself!
If you start to talk you will discover that there are many others who understand
and many who are helped by your courage
You may just have to relieve yourself

This times topic is about to drop responsibility for others and to take your own responsibility
and not to allow yourself to be controlled