It was a long time since I wrote here
As you see I´m back

Now I will try to show up more often 

27 september

A friend at the forest path
Beautiful
Unsecure friend
Mighty spirit
We probably should know who to play with and how
A nice outside does not mean that it is a simple playmate
But take your time to feel in such a companion when you meet
The spirit is handsome and charming, but we can probably feel that there is something fishy

17 september

Much is going on around us and around the earth
It is so easy to concentrate on what is perceived as negative
The darkness has a place on earth right now
It teaches us to see the light
People need insights in order to change and change themselves

The friends from outside tells me that the earth is heading
into a darkness that will be solid
While our light shines stronger than ever

The friend goes on to tell
the light is seen clearly when it gets dark
Like a small flame that you hardly see when it is light all around
When it gets dark in the evening the light can be seen clearly
It spreads both warmth and light to all sides and
warms even the hearts
Think of it when the dark time is coming

You have a light inside of you, and if you cling to light this flame,
it will light up and warm all around you
You should not allow this light go out even when it's windy and hard to keep it going
It will go! You will fix it and so will you be seen and many want to light flames and light up and
warm in the cold and dark

When there are more and more the world will change eventually and people will see the difference
between the lights that are only pretending and
lights that are part of the greater light, we all come from

It is a long and dark road to get there
But not so long as many fear
We will manage through this time
We will all get along if we do not let the light go out on us

Went and poked into the soil
Almost time for the potatoes
Spring is here and the light returns to the earth in many ways

Went and heard people's thoughts and felt their feelings
How they talk about others
How they add responsibilities to others
Responsibility for everything they have trouble with and everything they do not understand
Not wanting to look at themselves in the mirror
Not wanting to see what lies at the bottom of themselves, for it hurts to see
To believe that one can escape from it if you focus on the outside
Trying to cover

It hurts to heal, usually my friend the spiritshaman says, when he lays on his hand
He is not the only one who knows that
It hurts for a while then it's healed and gone forever
But that moment requires different amount of courage from different people
No it does not help to throw darkness around yourself when it hurts,

it just increase the number of people that has been hurt
And your own wound just gets harder to handle

There are so many who wants to act for the light, and they are totally convinced that of doing it
Sure they do it many times and we are all enormously grateful to them doing this
It is wonderful with light meditations and with people praying for and sending light at different times
We all agree on this
It is needed

A human being requires more
It is a healing process that we need to go through
One needs to go deeper than others just having skin-deep wounds
The beginning is to see oneself
It's all our actions large and small who choose the direction
Hatred and anger are just hatred and anger and nothing else
Thinking and feeling hatred for others, it is not light you give forth and act in
It is the opposite of love and it will not be anything regardless of who you are
And it gets bigger if you don't want to see it



Thoughts and feelings form energy relations
If you think of another person it reaches independent of
you believing in it or if this person notice it or not
What kind of energy is it you want to send out?

The world is holding its breath
Much is going to happen 
Soon  
Everyone is waiting
Everybody is longing and fearing
Everyone is wondering what will happen  
We know  
We remain silent
We obey
We prepare
No one will know
No one will wonder out loud
No one will see
No one will hear
Before it's too late
Before it already has happened
Before the world goes the next step  
Heavy

Humanity's great gathering has made it’s decision
The decision that will determine how our future will look like

The Earth is in a change
All of us who lives on this planet takes part in this change

The question discussed was how humanity's evolutionary path will continue
The options were basically two

One is a longer and slower development path
Which means a very long time by quite a large darkness , suffering and a continued large affliction on Mother Earth

The other is a shorter but a tougher road
Which means a shorter period of great suffering and great changes on our planet and for the people
A purge
War and destruction
Natural disasters and strong heavy events

Although this road is hard and heavy and involves very dark and difficult events
it was the way humanity chose for their future

Consideration was given to Mother Earth
Consideration was given to future generations who live on this planet
Consideration was given to the length of time of suffering and darkness that would lie ahead
etc.

A wise decision

When humanity's energies came back from the gathering , they came with a great grief
A grief over what has happened and a grief over what is to come

Nevertheless the decision was make in the name of love and light
Let us hope that love grows strong on this planet that we currently call home

The full moon was strong and is still active with us
Last steps taken in thoughtfulness
Major events waiting in front of us
Old stuff weighing down
Soon we will fly over Mother Earth
Soon I will knock down the wand again
No one will notice it first
Then it will become clear
Water element again

2009 I saw what would happen
Five years later, continue
It's not over yet
Just took a break in 2011

Sirius is in its place
We are in the Sirius field
The earth will be shaken
Mankind knocked up
Before everything gets light there will be much grief